i still cant get over him...

the flashbacks of my memory with him still haunts me...my god, i really want to get over him. the words that he owez says to me...lasnite, i still remember the words that he says about wanted to have a future wit me...i duno whether he is just kidding bout dat...but i did take it seriously. the first day dat we met after a long break...he told me dat he wanted me back...i asked him..."are u ever goin to leave me again?"...i tink i knew the answer but i just give it a try...he promised dat he'll never leave me....but it's just a promise...i sang a song to him by Kelly Clarkson...'already gone'...i never tot he listens to the lyrics....i guess its true because "...we were owez meant to say goodbye..."...it's just not our fate...i have to deal wit it sooner or later...i know it's goin to take months...but i have to...i dun tink he's worth it. Figthing!!! JiaYou!