day by day...it's worsening. we have walls between us...i dunno whether i can survive this...he has spoken the truth but still i am hurt...should i just back off? im sure it will not hurt him because he has more than one woman to comfort him. the way he talked about her, it is like he really loves this woman n wish that he could be with her. i dun wan to be in their way. bit by bit, im havin a hard time to let him go. things arent goin easy for me. everytime, there must be sumtin that gets in my way and i gave up most of the time. i hav no confidence and i hav no one to turn to...hear me lord, stop making me meeting someone. i feel guilty and never innocent in this situation.
Mr. G called this morning and he told me that he misses me. we talked over the phone for a while. my prayers have been answered as he din win the CLEO thingy...hehe. oooopppsss...naughty me. when we talked, it feels lyk a fren who has not been calling for a long time. i never thought that he really means wat he said. i din miss him for a bit as i get my hands occupied for now. Mr. A thought that i miss him but actually my mind is thinking about a lot of things...him.
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