shitty day?

today is a bit slow....yesterday it was everything...my ex wanted to hav me back in his life...both of them...although it was not the guy dat i hope for...but it's ok...i'll pick one of them...today's the day when my aunt's house being break in...it is somewhat dangerous rite now...as the grill has been detached...i feel sorry for them. it is fate maybe? so does my prince charming? so, wat took him so long to come to me? this is a bit frustrating while waiting... :(

wat a lame life...?

news of death within a month...my aunt being murdered and my grandpa's death is totally tragic as we dun even know wat's his time of death...and within 6 months i dumped 3 guys (it lasted only for 2 weeks)....or vice versa...God knows. i really dun know wat kind of life im leadin here...its just weird dat my life has turned upside down suddenly...i dun mind if its for the better...but its gettin worser everyday...if i am at fault, why does all of my exes want to come back to me...y do they come at once? i never been wit any of my exes because when we broke up, i detox everything and totally forgotten every details dat i had about them. it is weird to accept ur ex back, it is weird to hav someone dat u once love n they turn their back on u when u need them the most...y now i shud turn back to u, if u havent change a bit? maybe, if u show some kindness in u...i wouldnt hesitate to take u back... :)