...a very brave little puppy...

...he is very strong...he has survived for a week...he is paralyze. he can't move and he can't breast feed from his mom. my brother and sister made milk for him everyday so that it can live. i feel pity for this puppy. even the mom does not care about him. my brother bought a baby bottle to feed him milk with.

it is very surprising that he still lives. i hope that one day he can walk...and be  normal like other dogs. that's what i'm wishin for one day. i hope he stay for a long time...i'd b sad if he give up now. :(

beautiful nitemare...

i always thought of my life as a beautiful nitemare...love ones come n go but never one sticks. i was happy when i am with the man that i really love and cherished. None of that will be forever...everything is temporary. when they break the news about they love someone else, it crashes me into pieces...but whatever it is, i have to give the man that i once thought was mine a smile and say "it's okay, i am fine and it is normal. i won't force u. u take care".

i dun really know wat is it with me that attracts men that much...i think i should just keep quiet n smile. whenever i met a man that i want to be with...i never want to leave him. if it's a dream...i just hope that i stay in this dream not knowing it's goin to be bad in the end....life is beautiful nitemare...u want to control it but u never have the power to do it. every beautiful things that u dreamt of will dissapear once u open ur eyes...