I'm shocked to hear about a cat's death in front of the house door at the house that i rented with my colleagues. the thing is my shoe is on top of it...i know that i hate cats...but i wouldn't want to kill it. my life is full of curiousity and i might end up like the cat.
i've tried a lot of things to be with someone that i really love but not even one sticks. maybe it's just me who don't have any fate with men. for me, it's not easy to trust guys, i can love them but not whole-heartedly because it's hard for me to trust them. i've been lied to a lot of times and everytime it hurts but i never once tell the men dat i've been with dat im hurt with wat they did to me. i just told them..."I'm fine and u don't need to worry about me because i'm strong than any woman u've dated with (with a big smile on my face)"..."don't need to worry about me because as long as ur happy, i'm happy!"...it kills me when i said those words...but i rather see them happy with someone they've chosen..besides, i can't force someone to love me...it's just wrong.
everytime i'm sad, i will seek my friends to mend everything. they make me laugh and forget about the bitterness...well, life's too short for us not to enjoy it. now, i'm livin my life just like a rockstar! hehe....
i swear i'll never fall in love again!