does it matter?

sometimes i wonder wats life without my 'prince charming'? how would he look like? is he a nice person...can he be my 'friend' too at the same time? it seems like he will never come...mr.g obviously ran away oready...and mr. A is still in an open relationship. so, im still searching for the one...i wonder would he be thinking about me too rite now? i mean my 'prince charming'...does it matter if i dun hav anyone in the end? does it matter if i wan to be a single mother? does it matter raising ur child solo? everything does matter nowadays...i should stop thinking about men and focus more on myself...fighting!