...it is always a good idea to talk to ur partner about things. then both of u can understand each other well enough and plus its a good way to start ur new relationship and bring it to the new level. that's wat i thought it would be...hehe...
we always talk, me n my boyfriend, we talk things about the past, present and sometimes future...i really love that but then my mind wanders...i opened a very sensitive issues...about our relationship not being serious. i shouldn't have done that...i feel guilty. i kept on saying sorry to him. after the talk, both of us, feel awkward. i feel funny at the same time...i went to the club where he and his band hang out...it feels lyk it's the first time we met. he tried to kiss me, but i avoid...i dunno why the hell did i do that...it is pretty funny...then after the club, we went for supper and he brought his cousin along. he told his cousin that we've broken up and his cousin did not believe it (that's wat he said)...i was shocked to hear it when i did not even know that we've broken up...and as far as i know i did not say that i was giving up. i was very sad that i could not afford to smile as i used to when im sad...im so sad...4 REAL.
he asked me to come to the lobby to hangout with the friends...then i asked for what (which is very stupid question)...then through his facial expression, i know that he is very dissapointed. then i said..."oh, hangout in the lobby is ok but not in ur room...bcoz i thought ur asking me to come to ur room"... then i gave my very best grin...hehe...the reason being i i said that was because i thought that we' ve broken up...well, im makin an ass out of myself...then we hangout eat some fruits then he brought me to his room and massage me...hurm...his good in giving massages...i feel lyk sleeping but i can't...huhu...my parents would kill me immediately. he send me to my car and we kiss... twice! hehe...i just let the time to decide things...at the same time, eyeing for some more...no one can predict any future...but i wouldn't regret to spend my life with him as he is nice... :) but not too nice...and not dat hot either... :(
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